I had a calling to paint in 2017 after a personal traumatic event and have not stopped since. I have a condition called Aphantasia where all of my inner minds eyes senses are switched off ( visual , sound , touch, smell and taste ) so I have no idea what I am going to paint and where my painting is going to take me My painting is very similar to channel-ling; I use colour using intuition and the painting guides me to respond until I have completed it. The painting is all about process and letting go of my Ego and self limiting beliefs . Painting is a necessity for me to exist. Painting and colour is pure joy for me.